Friday, July 24, 2009

Kerispatih....

Kerispatih - Mengenangmu

Takkan pernah habis air mataku
Bila ku ingat tentang dirimu
Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu
Mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri

Adakah disana kau rindu padaku
Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar
Kan kutunggu dirimu …

Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana
Tenanglah diriku dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi

Namun cintamu abadi

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iO1DHinjDLc

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

missing somebody

semalam aq terbawa lagu itu lagi...waktu menyanyi tu, muka org tu je terbayang kt kepala otak..hmm...aq rindu kat dia? ye kot...ntah...tp aq jugak yg larikan diri kot...aq konfius....tp aq rasa, itu la yg terbaik untuk aq dan dia....ntah skrg dia bahagia x, happy x...rasanya ye kot...kan bagus kalo macam ni...masing2 truskan idup masing2...x pernah nk ambik kisah..x perlu nk sakit ati....in fact, aq je kot yg lebih2...teringat lagu faizal,

"siapa sebenarnya aku padanya...."

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

my offsite events by WLE Intel Materials Malayisa

Recently joined alot of offsite events organized by WLE. In fact, I am one of the committee members for WLE as well. What is WLE? Well, it represents "Work Life Effectiveness". It is an event organizing team for Intel Materials Malaysia to ensure all Materials department folks to have a better working life. not only day in day out jobs, but also, with all kind of activities.

It is good though, to have some fun time once in a while, escaping from heavy workload, and stress of course. :) With WLE, I finally got the chance to explore the heritage places of Georgetown. Really, a great place to go around; with wonderful building, and nice food.

With WLE, I visited Orphanage home and "sweat" together with those kids, who with the same background like me. And of course, those events gave me the chance to get to know more ppl in Intel, more friends I supposed. Believe I will sure miss WLE and those events after I leave the company, someday in the future.

By the way, I have pulled back my resignation last week and will be staying in the company until year end probably. Plan was to stay and wait until Sept checkpoint to see if there's any chances to get some change in my career. In fact, this current job isn't something that I will want to stay too long, 1 year plus is indeed too long for it. :(. Worst case is that, I will be leaving this nice to work company in Dec timeline. BCP is to further studies, to really seek and pursuit for something, that I really wish to have in life.


Me @ work July 09 ><

Monday, July 13, 2009

date?

yesterday was our second date....not having any purpose..just a date's date....met up in McD where we first met each other...running around penang without knowing where we want to go...and ended up u accompanied me for lunch in Kassim Mustaffa...wasn't really eating but my focus was mostly u....u kept saying i will be bored to be with u.. but in fact, i guessed u are bored to be out with me instead. who cares? as long as we are out together..definitely it will be better compared to be alone at home on sunday, right? it's good when we dropped by Bagan to enjoy the sea breeze, although just for a really short while...

you know what? you are like a mystery...i need to dig out all about you..but yet, you only wish to tell me piece by piece...everytime when we meet, u tell me a little bit more about yourself..like u mentioned, it's good to be this way, more surprises, and it helps to kill the boredom, a bit i guess... :S...

not sure how long we will remain this way?perhaps, until u are totally bored with me.. :)

and i hope, the day never comes. :)

Cinta ini membunuhku

kau membuat ku berantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku




Dambaan Pilu

Inilah yang harus kuterima
Dedaun nan layu
Berguguran jatuh disisiku

Adakah ruang
Walau bermesra untuk kali ini
Bersamamu

Biarlah hanya ku menatap
Wajahmu nan indah
Lepas kerinduan ini

Hanya kasih
Milik berdua
Dambaanku pilu
Perpisahan yang berlaku

Tak sanggup bila meratapi
Hanya sayu diriku kehilanganmu ini
Andainya masa menentukan
Moga saat itu kau hadir hanya untukku

Satu yang kupinta
Buatku kali terakhir
Sekiranya diriku masih dalam hatimu
Renunglah kembali
Jika ku masih disini
Biar bersemadi oh kasihmu ini
Yang tiada penganti


Thursday, July 9, 2009

Alam's Story....

skipping my lunch again today...do it quite frequent recently... :P

browsing in youtube for some nice clips and came across Alam's Story...

the voice and the charisma of Alam, made me think of someone....someone untouchable...yet..i miss him. :S