Wednesday, April 15, 2009

one month

did you ever realize? today is the 30th day we got to know each other? i doubt you ever noticed that. yes, i know i am not important in your life.even if i disappear from your life one day, you might not realize that i am gone.
love is really simple yet complicated...just like me...i try so hard to be simple...but yet...things still get's hard to love....really, it is...and it is painful when you are seeing the one you love so much to suffer because of the one he loves...and yes, the most painful part will be, he knows that you love him but he just cant place his eyes on you, even for another moment...
love can turn someone silly....doing things that he never will do....hoping for some miracles that never come true...and yes...that's the reality...never come true..
i wonder how many 30 days more i will need to stay still like this...until i can wake myself up, getting away from my silly dream...hoping that you will look into day...and now, the one day, seems to be too faraway....seems to be impossible to be matter how hard i try....

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